A pilot by the name of Serapiha flew through as I was undocking. She was jus MESSED UP!
Flew right into me as I was leaving the station. I thot I was gonna get ganked or something but she jus bounced off of me and ran into the station an kept going. I pulled up her profile and looked at all her portraits an pics. What I saw sort of scared me. I think I had a wake up call cause in some ways it was almost lik looking in a mirror. not exactly but there were similarities between her an me. But She looked so very strung out :( I kno she is a enemy but I felt so sorry for her. I jus wanted to take her back to my quarters an help her somehow. She would not respond to me an jus continued on her way and thru the gate. I don't even thing she noticed me.
But what was scary to me is that she looked like I might hav looked if I had not slowed down. bleached out skin, dead empty eyes. there was no happiness in her face. I related. I hav ben there. but Violet and Nightwing and the peoples in the corp and others gave me some direction and I am still here. Alive an feeling healthy. I still like my parties :) But I can control them now for the most part.
I do not expect this Serapiha pilot to be so lucky. She has pushed it too far. I wish she would respond to me. She needs a intervention. I can help. I have been there.
I feel so bad.
:(
Ela
But look at me! oh yea I am happy an I looking good! ;)
Mirror mirror on the wall....
heehee
