adrenalin, burning, and beauty

Ela resurfaces momentarily

Violet Aeon > Ela? Are you safe?
Elanore Wansmore > for now. I am a little fuzzy. I am fine
Violet Aeon > where are you?
Elanore Wansmore > indisposed
Elanore Wansmore > I kno wat u are thinking Vi but I am not going to do something stupid.
Violet Aeon > well be safe and sort thru things
Elanore Wansmore > 200 max items in contract :p
Guardian AvengerVII > ?
Elanore Wansmore > i am trying to give u the stuff I hav in LZ except for a few personal items
Elanore Wansmore > you could maybe use them there more than me
Guardian AvengerVII > nah it's kk
Guardian AvengerVII > i hardly visit LZ
Elanore Wansmore > like u dont need a skirt or some heels
Guardian AvengerVII > nope...lol
Guardian AvengerVII > gonna kill my tough guy image with those
Violet Aeon > :p left clothing in LZ. thats some reeeeal forethought
Elanore Wansmore > :p
Violet Aeon > poof, she's gone
Guardian AvengerVII > yeah

a new degree of loss

I feel sick. I feel empty and I feel lost. Elanore is a drug I hav to have.
OMG Where are you please come back. I am so lost. You are a part of me and dammit there is something missing and I don't know why I care. You have caused me stress and great grief. You have cause others to hunt me and pass judgment on me for YOUR actions but I still need you and this is not fair! What did I DO!
I sit here harvesting an ice I don't care anything about. the only reason I DO THIS IS FOR YOU YOU ARE DENYING ME EVRYTHING BY DOING THIS. you need to be back here AND I DON'T CARE WHY YOU LEFT I CANNOT DO THIS ALONE!
there no one here. This icefield is empty in hi sec and there is 40 pilots in the system. This makes no sense. unless there are those like YOURSELF entertaining the thought of finding someone like me here. Alone an unprotected. a sitting duck but I don't care. You Hear me Ela Let them shoot me! Jus do it ok? Just throw it all away jus like you did before. and like u did before again. I am the rock here Ela but right now I don't feel that way I feel like I am betrayed and I feel like I don't care anymore.
So common gankers here I am jus do it ok!? jus do it!

I am stronger than this . I am

But I want you back.

~Vi

Something has happened to Ela and I am worried

I am pretty worried about now. Because Ela threw a fit and did some things an then yelled at someone an, well, jus disappeared.
all I can find so far is at last contact a Gila had jus killed her ship. But there is no reports of her losing the pod.

Pyhrra Azameen > o7
Violet Aeon > \o
Pyhrra Azameen > hey V hows it going
Violet Aeon > interesting
Pyhrra Azameen > how so?
Violet Aeon > Ela has sort of gone missing :p
Pyhrra Azameen > uh wut?
Violet Aeon > ya, jus wat I said
Pyhrra Azameen > how?
Violet Aeon > I am sorting thru that
Pyhrra Azameen > let me know how that goes
Violet Aeon > kk
Pyhrra Azameen > I am looking forward to it
Violet Aeon > not sure I am but thx
Pyhrra Azameen > like everything gone?
Violet Aeon > like no :p
Pyhrra Azameen > missing in the eve verse?
Violet Aeon > pretty much
Pyhrra Azameen > WH?

Violet Aeon > this hi sec ice is for the birds
Violet Aeon > an I hav no protection for low sec atm
Pyhrra Azameen > why?
Violet Aeon > O.O
Violet Aeon > because Ela....has gone missing of course
Pyhrra Azameen > interesting
Violet Aeon > well it is a little discouraging an somewhat frightening
Pyhrra Azameen > well yes
Pyhrra Azameen > but i find it interesting that she is just missing
Pyhrra Azameen > like how did it happen and that being interesting
Violet Aeon > I cant do this right now k?
Pyhrra Azameen > understood

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The Following convo is with someone in a group I belong to. his name has been changed to (Anonymous) for security purposes

(Anonymous) > o/
Violet Aeon > \o
Violet Aeon > if anyone asks no one knows where Ela is
(Anonymous) > Errr ok..... Should I ask why she's suddenly disappeared? :)
Violet Aeon > not atm
(Anonymous) > Ok, then I won't ask and we never had this convo and IDK nothing ^_^ I haven't been to Otan in a month and ain't seen nobody ...
Violet Aeon > ya the whole thing is disturbing
(Anonymous) > Ok, so are you gonna be scarce soon then also(?) Is there another besides Anna I should know about JIC?
Violet Aeon > no I am not gonna be scarce. And Anna is the only other member of the family here :)
(Anonymous) > Ok, perhaps at some point you'll care to elaborate--in our group here IDK, especially outside our group here I know nothing...
Violet Aeon > just roll with it for now please?
Violet Aeon > theres been a major unexpected change. Ela is in the Scope...
Violet Aeon > ...somewhere
(Anonymous) > Check -- will do :) I merely meant when/if it's safe I'm just curious is all... I don't need to know... GL with whatever....
Violet Aeon > kk thx
Violet Aeon > may I quote u? as annonymous?
(Anonymous)> I don't see why not :)
Violet Aeon > thank u

This is the last transmitted image. It came with a note.
so far I have heard nothing.

New Blog cover pic is up :)

I think it is more fitting and updated to what is going on these days. I prolly will tweek it a bit yet but for the most part it is there.
It depicts some things which are important to us.
Such as of course anyone knows me knows I mine a lot of ice :) so there's the ice in bottom center.
The Leopard is there because it is hands down my most important logistical ship in New Eden. It allows me quick flight between my mining operations as well as a speedy run to a market hub should Elanore need an emergency vessel.
Of course Ela's signature Caracal is represented as well. It has turned into a very multifaceted and versatile machine for Ela.
The corpse shown is sort of a dual symbol. It is Ela's corpse, she both kills stuff and dies a lot too. And of course I collect the frozen things in a few custom built freezer hangars scattered around New Eden.
For the 1st time we welcome Anna to the cover. She has come a long way and reely has become a very integral part of our little family in a lot of ways. She has that industrial side that Neither Ela or myself have. And she can travel pretty freely thru all kinds of space. Some has said she is pretty slippery like that. The Catalyst pictured with her is not just some gank ship. As her ship of choice she uses it for a whole variety of purposes with an array of fits depending on her mission. Though she has been known to add a little support to whatever mission Ela needs at the moment. It's that rebellious yet loyal side we find so fun.

For those that are not familiar with us. Anna is the blonde to the left. I ,Violet, is the raven haired one in the center (tho u will sometimes see me as a bright white blonde as a camouflage when I am mining a lot of ice ;) , And Ela is that loose canon firey redhead on the right.
So see u in space New Eden, watch for all kinds of mischievous, helpful, or just fun times.

"Double Double toil and trouble Fire burn and Cauldron bubble"
;)
~ Vi