But erlier we were having a little heart to heart and idk, sometimes Vi jus seems a little tired. and I try to consol her and remind her that we are immortal to some extent an no matter what I do I can fix it with a clone. Vi says whil that's true she believes there is some deterioration or something happens wen we die so abruptly to much an it changes the way we think or our brain functions. idk about all that but I kno wen I overdo things my body feels a lot better after a new clone. maybe that is because of the drugs, Violet says that is a big part of it an she worries about way down the road if it will hav bad effects anyway because wen we get a clone the consciousness is transferred.
Wel whatever it is I lov her because she does care an doesn't reely complain a lot about the things I do as long as it isn't negatively affecting her. to be sure som of the things I hav been working on with alliances for us an such has benefitted us both. But I kno she worries about me. Things are better after our falling out a few days ago (previous post)an I understand where she is coming from.
Today she jus was sort of tired like that and we were talking an she jus seemed a little vulnerable and meek I gess. I never reely saw Vi as meek, jus safe. I took a fast pic. shhh she doesn't kno this yet. of course she will soon enuf cause it is here now :), but there was something beautiful in it so I had to share it with yu cause I think it speaks volumes about Vi.
